30 days is for me to be accountable to something ...I am a challenger at heart but this cant wait til i find a work out buddy or find that ultimate prize ... my heath is about my kids future with me not to be taken lightly but as most mommies out there ourselves come last when there is little ones running around. I have become aware of my diabetes a few weeks ago and still find i do little about it. Over the last year i have tried to lose weight non stop with little movement so together with health concerns and vanity i hope to whip myself into a better healthier me....

I will start monday morning but i wanted to get everything i needed ready this weekend ... and its the weekend, no one starts new friday afternoon! LOL! I joined a online challenge that states i cant weigh myself or anything like that. I like rules and to do list.... this is what this is all about me trying to follow a challenge. ...So i will weigh myself this weekend with measurements and all EKKK.... i know i cheat a bit but at the end i would like to see the vanity part in numbers. I know i will feel better and look better but numbers can be so satisfying and/or reveling that if i feel great after 30 days and numbers are not so different i will learn that lesson .. you know the one about numbers not being everything or something like that...

I need to get all my fitness equipment together all those things i have gotten at different stages of work outs then hid when i wasn't getting the results i wanted.. I need a journal ... TA-DA! ... and meal planing .. thats where a weekend comes in handy i want to do this right not be starving cus i have nothing in the house i can ... should .. eat !

okay ... i think thats all for now .. i think ...